WHAT BEING INSIDE IS

Convey the paint to a subject matter. Supply with the oil's nature into whatever you're looking at, into whatever you're looking out for. This is not a scoop, not a fluke, but rather a true hunger. As long as you have hunger, you might be in the middle of your parents' living room and still paint.
Hunger was what I needed, the one thing that lacked, the element that was gone.